to sum it up, Been on disability since approx. 2000, Aynklosing Spondylitis which pretty much every vertabre in my back fused together along with most anything that was cartilage it is now solid as well. Mid June this year(2011) was my 9th year of raising my sons Alone as my X decided she no longer wanted children and split not looking back! I have kept things pretty good, the best that I can BUT I am starting to slip, I give everything that I have to my sons both mentally and physically. I never wanted to be on SSI but am and am even more scared with the way things are going with our government. I have not been in a relationship since my X left all my time has gone to my kids. I am running on fumes and don't know what Iam looking for or asking for I just worry about getting my job done before my body decides to quit on me, I am not sure what to do anymore
